my friends...

hey sorry guys..i did not post for a very long time. really had no time. anyway today i am going to talk about my frienda. my best friend kavitha, candice, shi hui, sherry and i think lots more. but u know what. i feel like they are drifting away from me. i feel lonely and unwanted.. i feel like candice is taking my best friend away from me.i dont know why.. she does not talk to me like the way she talks to candice ..so friendly. is it kavitha or candice? or me? i am in a world of confusion. and to those whose feelings that i have hust i am so sorry:(. i apologise. and i accept that i am just screwed up. i am drowing in a whirl pool. going deeper and deeper and no best freinds to pull me to safety. because best freinds pull me out and will even risk their life for me, good freinds encourage us to swim to safety and friends just say "you can do it"now where is my best friend??